But (surprise!) Wyn is there too, and he and Harriet have to share a (very romantic) room and a bed. She’s ready for a vacation at her happy place-the Maine cottage she and her friends visit every summer. So they keep it a secret from their friends and families-in fact, Harriet barely even admits it to herself, focusing instead on her grueling hours as a surgical resident. They’ve been part of the same boisterous friend group since college, and they know that their breakup will devastate the others and make things more than a little awkward. Wyn Connor and Harriet Kilpatrick were the perfect couple-until Wyn dumped Harriet for reasons she still doesn’t fully understand.

She never prescribes the right way to live, but Fuyuko becomes a happier person because of her relationships with others.Įxes pretend they’re still together for the sake of their friends on their annual summer vacation. In all those years of doing whatever I was told to do, I had convinced myself that I was doing something consequential, in order to make excuses for myself, as I was doing right now, and perpetually dismissed the fact that I’d done nothing with my life, glossing over it all.” Kawakami writes with the tender and incisive sensibilities of a poet.

She says of herself, “I had faked it the whole way. Fuyuko’s indecisiveness, of course, results in discontentment. Noriko is in a sexless marriage and loves being a mother, but both she and her husband are having affairs. Kyoko is the founder of her own business, more traditional, and critical of Hijiri’s lifestyle. She’s sex positive, prizes her independence, and speaks her mind. Hijiri is the same age as Fuyuko but her total opposite. Through Fuyuko and the women around her, Kawakami has created a rich and notable examination of the varied ways women choose to live their lives and the gains and losses that come with the choices they've made. Mitsutsuka and Fuyuko begin meeting regularly at a cafe, where they talk about all sorts of things but mainly about “the mysteries of light.” While their relationship is important to Fuyuko’s development, the women in her life are even more important. Both times she goes to sign up for a class, she meets a man named Mitsutsuka in the lobby as a result of a mishap that brings them together. Then she decides she should take a class at the local culture center, but after two attempts, she still doesn’t manage to register.

She begins by taking up drinking, which loosens her up and makes social interactions easier. The acclaimed author of Breasts and Eggs (2020) and Heaven (2021) surprises again in this thoughtful book about women, loneliness, and relationships.Īfter seeing how miserable she looks in a reflection in a shop window, Fuyuko Irie, a freelance copy editor in her mid-30s, decides to enrich her solitary life.

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